Just so you know ♥

Well Kevin, I hope this is the last time I write something about you. I do not know why, but sometime, I'd like you to read what I write about you, to knew what I feel for you, that as I write this, tears escape from me. I can not believe you're married. I can not believe, despite how happy I was for you, how bad I came to know that you're married. I can not believe that, like, despite everything, I still love you, and though I do not show it, I'm happy for you. I hope that, at least, you'll always keep making me happy with your music and I'll always listen to your songs and say "Listen, this is my Kevin's guitar." Now I realize that I'm satisfied with it. I'm glad to know you're there, that you're OK. I sincerely hope that she will never hurt you and and that she will always make you happy. And I still have hope that, sometime, you know how I feel about you. I know that makes no sense, and that even if you walk into this blog and read it, everything is in Spanish, and you will not understand anything. I know it doesn't make sense, because you are 22, and I'm 13. Now I will see how do I stop thinking of you. To stop naming you, to smile every time someone says your name or just says the name Kevin. I'll have to get used to. From what I saw, you two are very much in love, so I know you will be very happy together. Good luck, Kev. I hope to meet you someday. Even if it's at a concert and I'm watching from row 285. It makes me happy to know that you're okay.